I’m a little bummed out today; I vowed after the last competition that I wouldn’t let myself go and that I’d keep working hard…I didn’t. Now, I’m paying for it. That is not to diminish the strides I’m making toward my goal of competing and placing on June 15, but the fact is that I’m further away from my goal than I was at this point before my last competition. This is just motivation to be more dedicated and work as hard as I can. I guess I’m just disappointed in myself for doing the things I said I wouldn’t.
I’ve beaten me up enough about it, time to move forward.